DON'T LET THE CUTE SKIN DISTRACT YOU.This is a ventilation. No I DO NOT wish to do it in the toilet, I am too fucking tired to yell and push and push and give birth to a turd. If you're going to tell me that I brought all this on myself or that I deserved it. Well, they say eat shit and die, because you'll get one of my verbals to digest.

I AM SO FUCKING FED UP WITH SCHOOL. FUCKING ASSESSMENT AFTER FUCKING ASSESSMENT. FUCKING TEST AFTER FUCKING TEST. FUCKING GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK. I GOT NO FUCKING FREE TIME AT FUCKING ALL. I NEED TO FUCKING BREATHE. I'm not fucking kidding; I'm so fucking busy to the point where it fucks up time completely just to snack, sleep, and shit. Serious-fucking-ly. STUFF EVERYTHING because being a perfectionist doesn't help, and I seriously am breaking. I got fucking chink school essays to write, an english oral research thing to fucking do. A health assignment and a fucking bloody science thing. Plus maths...we are doing probability and it is a fucking pointless fucking pain in and out and up the fucking ass. On top of all that shit I've got fucking 5 pages worth of music to memorise, my fingers fucking cane from doing 2.5 hours of practice on violin. Half this shit I need to do is due tomorrow. And the violin practice is in that pile, otherwise it'll be all for nothing; she ALWAYS finds something to wither you. While that is the purpose of a teacher, it is fucking FRUSTRATING that my efforts are NOT FUCKING APPRECIATED, despite the fact she is a busy woman. SOME PEOPLE ARE LIKE 'I CAN DO IT! I'LL FUCKING SHOW YOU!' BUT I'M FUCKING NOT that type with that fucking kind of confidence. I CANNOT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE. I'M FUCKED UP BUSY TOO.

Well why the fuck am I here typing all this, wasting time? WELL FUCK YOU WITH A CHAINSAW IF YOU THINK I SHOULD BE SUFFOCATING UNDER ALL THIS CRAP. I SAID I WAS REACHING BREAKING FUCKING POINT. I LOOK FOR ANY FUCKING FORM OF relievance I CAN GET. YOU KNOW THE FUCKING REST OF THE FUCKING STORY. I FUCKING DO NOT want to fucking repeat myself.

I AM SERIOUSLY CUTTING OUT HALF THE SHIT AND WINGING IT. I'm up doing the English and it's fucking GETTING NOWHERE!; FINDING A WEBSITE THAT HAS THE SPECIFIC FUCKING ANSWERS TO ALL FUCKING 4 OF YOUR COMPLICATED AND DIFFERENT QUESTIONS IS FUCKING NEXT TO IMPOSSIBLE. Gotta get bits and pieces, dude. My only solution is to read everything first then sprout some questions and hope they look diffrent to one another.

AND IF YOU:RE SITTING THERE FUCKING THINKING: 'well I;ve got bigger problems and I'm not venting! And you brought it all on yourself...' FUCK OFF. DIE. LEAVE ME THE FUCKING FUCK ALONE. I AM ONLY FUCKING HUMAN, BELIEVE IT OR NOT. AND THINKING ABOUT YOUR FUCKING MISERY DOESN"T MEAN MINE WILL GET SOLVED. IM NOT SHUTTING UP BECAUSE YOU TOLD ME TO. ONLY I CAN SILENCE MYSELF. SUCK IT LIKE A LOLLIPOP, CRUCIFYING FUCKS.

Anyway gonna shut up before I run out of time.


Ta ta.