Apologizing To Nothingness

All this pain
with this hurt.
Here I lie again
face down in the dirt.
Frozen in solitude,
there I stand
in the chaos that won't subdue,
your fingers escape my hand.



CHORUS:

As I watch everything pass by
There's nothing I can remember
On the destroyed fire I lie
Another ash in the dying embers
Kill my dying pride
crumble my shield of lies
I let your coal black eyes
See everything I have to hide.



Drowning, staring at the darkness
abandoned and unstable
all but a walking carcass,
and I cannot move at all...

Realising my innocence has been slain
I'm wallowing in defeat
with the guit and sorrow running through my veins,
faster with every heartbeat...


CHORUS



I know what I did
that caused our lives to sever
all the shit I hid from you
broke our ever after forever
I know I can never unite the ties,
and it's too late to apologize,
but I'll always be here
recalling the times we had
in my pool of frozen tears...

and the raindrops continue to fall..



CHORUS X2.